until now,

it was hard, it sure was. but it was SOME hell of a ride. but i got through it all, WITHOUT YOU. you see, they were right. ALL ALONG. i will get through this "phase" and it will be better. but i just didn't want to believe it cos i knew something like this would happen to me all over again. it did, it did happen all over again. but im here now, as normal as i could try to be. You lifted me up high, & you bought me down low. and even though things will change, or have already changed, i know your still in my heart. "im gonn love you from now until forever."

friends are the reason why i'm living life as good as it can be. without them? idk where i'd be.
JNH, love.<3 best of the best 040308