It's weird cause like you can see the coolest part of the world, the coolest part. But then on the other side you see the most beautiful part. You know? It is like you go from one next dreams to the next. And they are both worth it because you wouldn't see the other world without the other one. But that cool part is dam cool and you will never forget it. But that heaven is heaven so it's like i've been to both places. This is what reminds me of a time when I was once truly happy..
It's like you just can't go there with a complete state of happiness because your scared that it is going to be takened away and you know so it is better not to feel anything at all. And to have hope and feel the other way, right?
I choose to be a happy person. I choose not to be a bitter person. And if I have a bad day, I get really angry with myself and I flip it to tell myself i'm going to have a good day. Im going to be strong. I will be strong, and that is how I choose to be but how would I when things overcome me?
Okay I am not going to sugarcode it and say I was okay that when people deal with when there going through stuff, different ways. I don't know how, but maybe I had dramatic stress or I don't know what or how I dealt with it really. But I just remembered I did not want to be there at the moment..
That's my thing when I really love somebody, I really love somebody like I give all I can enough. I have to be around them all the time, it's just the best feeling in the world. And that is the kind of feeling they give to me.
Uhm, I think there is a perspection that is not MMM, really me. I think people believe what they read and what they hear and its not even really the truth. And that is why it is important for me to make these blogs so people really knows what is going on. Real question, why do I care what other people think?
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