It's becoming unbearable. Okay I lied, I'm not really over you. It gets tough to realize that i've lost something so good, that in the end I just keep running back for more, when there is no more something. They call it LOVE. But I call it LUST of Infatuation. haha ya'see, I broke my own promise to myself. I told myself that I was suppose to put myself first. But I ended not doing that, I ended up putting you first. It's kinda weird 'bout the history we have. You fell for me, I fell for you. I let you down, you let me down. Now we don't even know what to say to each other anymore. I want you to want me like how I want you. That sucks, cause it's not going to happen. ITS GONNA TAKE SOME MORE TIME, to figure the right things out for me. &I know your reading this, too...
With a heavy heart, you have so many masks and I know all of them like the back of my hand. I just don't know when you're going to wear which one. Take em all off,
Ayy, cutestuff! So I'm starting to catch feelings, but I'm not sure if it's happening because I feel like I SHOULD be, or if it really is JUST HAPPENING .. Cos' this 'friendship' has had potential pretty much all year, &Idk why/if we're acting on it now .. But we'll see .. idk .. Like I said, I just wanna be good to someone.
Don't get too comfortable, sweety. Forever isn't as long as it used to be.
(7:50:33 PM): i know
(7:50:36 PM): we used to be so close
(7:50:48 PM): and now its hecka different
(7:50:59 PM): i liked 7th grade better then this year
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