trust issues, trust issues. i hate everything that revolves around me. when it's not even my fucking fault. I gotta' vent some shit out, don't take it personally if you know it's you.
I want it much more then you want it. Ill probably work on it more then you'll try to. So much inconsistency. What happened, to everything? I can't let anything ruin all that I've worked for. Things aren't always fair. But that's why I gotta work 100x harder. I need this, bad. Im happy, with whatever you do. Just please don't run back to me, if it isn't me. (altough, i would want that...)
PICK ONE fucking guy already. I'm sick and tired of hearing if your happy and your not happy just 'cos of ALLA' those guys. I have and need my own happiness too. So you're just gonna have to take it, as it is. Be strong, cos I know you are Strong. The ball isn't in your court anymore, hunny.
You don't wanna get hurt. It's always about everyone else, except for me. This shit is fucking ABOUT me, can't I elaborate? First of all, IT'S NOT ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT, IT'S ABOUT WHAT I WANT. Get that fucking straight. Second of all, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT. I need time. it's always about "him him him" nowadays. thanks for being SUCH a good friend?
Of all people, you do it now. I hope you know that helluh people are talking shit about you now. I love you and all, but what you did was REAL SHADY. truth hurts, but i still love you.
AY, i miss you.
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