Inevitable;

It's become unbearable.

The world doesn't revolve around me. Apparently, yours doesn't either.. anymore. Idk what brought on this sudden act of jealously. Maybe because it seems like there's something to work for, now. But in a way, I don't like it. But it's what I asked for, isn't it? A challenge. Maybe cos' it's not really YOU, well, it's not the person that I know, atleast.

Cute, but Idk what you want right now.

I hate it when, I over-think. Like, once a new thought pops into my head, I can't get it out for atleast a good week or two. My wishful thinking gets out of control and in the end, nothing ever happens. My decisions weigh me down and I'm unable to focus. Like now. It'll blow over, maybe. But, in the end, a decision always has to be made.

I've changed, a lot. I just don't know what the "new me" is gonna do.